It's too late. I could study something else after finish med school, but I have done more than half of it, with grades that the most envy, as a matter of speek. I just can't leave all my effort behind. Besides I am lost, I don't like anything, I don't like to study, I hate evaluations, they make me so nervous. I know I would not like any career. When it came the time to choose something to study on the university I couldn't choose anything on my own. And I would still not be able to choose something. And if I have trouble relating with people with my age how would it be to make friends with people four years younger than me. They would look like kids to me. My fate is to be lonly all my life. All my life I waited for the "thing" that would change it. And when I choose medical school the things seemed to finale being on tracks, but they weren't. I though I would get better, but I learned that I am a lost case. I really am.