Thank you everyone for your support. I am supposed to see a new therapist tomorrow. I am having anxiety about it because I have to take 3 buses to get there and I don't really know where it is. I have a headache and have lost my appetite because I am nervous. But I don't like going to the place where I get my meds. The person they set me up to talk to didn't seem like she knew anything about depression. My last one also. The things that come out of their mouths. My last therapist told me that other people have it worse than me and they don't complain. People just are insensitive. And also when I tell people I have major depression they want to tell me how they have it too and know what I'm going through. If you are still able to get out of bed, go to work and keep a job, conversate and interact with people, and not sit and think of ways to kill yourself, then your depression is not like mine. Depression is different in everyone. I am done trying to communicate with people. I will conversate on these sites and with the therapist if she works out and that is it. Anyway, thanks again for you support. I like that quote "Laugh and the world laughs with you, cry and you cry alone". So True!

Bree Marie