Nobody cares and it's my fault. If something horrible happens to one of my friends, I'll be the one to blame, because I should've known what to say or do. I don't want to lose anyone, but I feel like I'm letting them slip through my fingers.

I've set my makeup exam for Friday. Unless I'm physically unable to get there, I'm writing the exam, whether I'm prepared or not. As for my upcoming paper....

I don't know what to do. I'm seeing my counsellor tomorrow. We'll see.

Every time I feel like things are a bit better, something comes along to drag me back down. I'm not in a destructive mood, thankfully. Well, at least not right now....