Moose, I so know how you feel, I was feeling it all last week all the way to Sunday and I'm not all the way out of it. Where you just want to shut down, just for a while and not think or feel anything for a while. It got better yesterday when I was with my kids, my son moved back home and today although I have slept through it, it feels a little different. I also saw my T yesterday and today and I see my pdoc tomorrow and I know if it gets bad again I will go to the hospital. Just hang in there, talk to us and if you dont feel better in the morning call your dr. But know it can change, I was ready to pack a bag and go to the hospital Sunday afternoon and Monday morning I didnt feel quite so hopeless, esp after seeing my T. Just hold on with us, call your dr or go to the hospital if you think you need to. ((((Bighugs))))