I love my girlfriend so so much. More than I could ever love myself. She loves me but...
There have been so many complication with the fact she found out my best friend (also her best friend) is in love with me and the feelings have always been mutual but I know I won't ever act on it. I'm happy with my girlfriend. I want to be with her and only her.
But she's getting hurt all the time. I don't want to hurt her anymore..
She was clean from self-harm for months and I broke her last night because she just got so stressed and worried and everything was getting to her. I've dealt with self-harm too and I hate to put the girl I love through that..
What do I do? Do I leave no matter how much I love her for the chance of her being happy and stress free? Or do I stay and try to work all of this out? I'm not sure how much longer I can last like this. It's just emotionally draining.