Hang in there! It's so hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel but it IS there. I'm sorry I can't find something more profound to say!! Do you otherwise have good interactions with your Dr.? Because if not maybe you should consider finding a new one with a little more tact! (I once had a doctor ask me if I was a heroin addict because I have poppy flowers tattooed on me, I wasn't and after a few more tactless comments on her part I switched to a better Dr.)