Took my last Effexor Saturday night.

- Sunday : fine
- Monday : uncontrollable crying at work. Had to go home at 8am. Spent the day in bed, hypo and unable to sleep in the evening.
- Tuesday (Today) : fine this morning, hypo by 1pm - 5pm, uncontrollable crying from 6pm to 8pm. And now I just want to be absorbed by my mattress and disappear.

I'm just exhausted. Absolutely exhausted. And all I can think is that this is it... Nothing is ever going to get better. I'm driving away everyone I love. Boyfriend is in the living room now taking a breather from me because I'm a ball of neediness.

On lamotrigine 100mg, but thats it. The effexor was making me mixed, but the withdrawl is probably worse than the drug was.