I am not sure if that is really it. I do think she has a complex where its easy to just take out her frustration on me because I make so many mistakes.
I dont know anymore, eventhough I asked her what it is she wants me to do to make things right in her eyes, even suggesting if me quitting would make her feel better and she said no she doesnt want me to go and quit, but I am not so sure if she means it.
She asked me if she did something to me I didnt like and am trying to get back at her, and honestly I cant recall one. I know I desrve it, but I just dont like that she is making me feel so many times worse for like I did saying that by my actions I am showing no gratefulness for what she has helped me with in the past.

I am not so sure how to fix things anymore because her trust and respect she has lost for me for what I can best describe as carelessness, is frustrating me more than stressing me out. I know what I have to try to work on (and eventhough it might not seem like it I have REALLY HARD), but otherwise its gonna be a long road to get us back to where we were.

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