Yeah, I wish I had a better father in my life growing up and or period. I to this day hate fathers day and while I work the weekends and my ****** job I have started taking Fathers day off in recent years. I used to skip it when I was in school (a few times it fell on a Monday when I was in high school). I am getting better at not getting upset/jealous at the nice relationships other people my age have with their dads.