Hi Problems,
Welcome to PC.

Like I was telling the others, depression can bring you down so fast.
It sounds like you also have anxiety problems.
I'm sorry you can't go to counseling. It would help you alot. I too, am on Prozac and Wellbutrin. I wish you would go back on it. Prozac has helped me more than anything.
Hey, being big shouldn't get you down. Most people in the US are overweight. I know I am. If people don't like it then so be it.
I wish you all the best. Take care and please go back on the Prozac. I think you will find that it will help you alot.
Best wishes and take care,
Boopers