Was triggered last week by something and it's all just been building. I am desperately playing with a thing of play dough, and avoiding class (we're suppose to be going to a protest and then working on resumes), and all I can think about is I just want to run away from all of this and I know how but I have been sober from that for about three weeks and I promised someone I wouldn't but I cant think of anything else to do.

Distractions?