((((((((((((((((((((((adamsgirl)))))))))))))))))))))
I'm so sorry hun, this must be such a hard time for you. I agree with Faith that a good cry might help ... wouldn't really solve anything with your boyfriend, but if would help you heal and feel better. Do you have anyone that you can talk to about this? Any close friends or relatives? If not it might be helpful in looking into seeing a counsellor or some sort if you're not already. Having people IRL can really help ... but know that we are also hear for you when you need to talk, just a coule of types away.
Hope you are feeling better soon ...
Take care
Jacq