I'm currently awaiting a full Psych Eval and expect a diagnosis of BP and or BPD
I know in order to get a proper Diagnosis I have to be completely open and honest but I am terrified of sharing one thing.

During two of my manic phases I was sexually active on cam, via pics and voice etc with strangers, I don't have a problem sharing that, the thing I'm most afraid of sharing is that I twice allowed my dog to 'lick' me.

I'm so ashamed of it now and it hasn't happened since my last manic episode 18 months ago.

Do you think I should share this info ? or will the other sexual stuff be enough ??

I live in rural Ireland and I guess I'm just expecting that one thing to be taking far too seriously out of context. I'm terrified of the consequences of sharing it.

It only happened twice