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Originally Posted by GeorgiaGirl413
I've been putting this off for too long now. ***** footing around in T with garbage that really doesn't mean anything. Got get back down in the cellar and start cleaning this crap out again before it just all overtakes me. The trouble is I just don't know if I have the strength to do it. I have issues that need to be dealt with first and I just don't know if I can tell my current T. I am so afraid that I will hurt her feelings. I know that I should not be concerned about how she feels, therapy is for me, not her. But I can't help it. I just have to figure a way around it. 48 hours now til my next session. Maybe I can write it. I'm not sure.
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I'm not sure exactly what you're **
fotting footing around about. or the specific issue but it will always feel like you dont' have the energy to deal with the difficult things in life, ya know? We're always stronger than we think and it's just the level of motivation and comitment you need to push hard enough to get past that fear.
Thing is, look at it this way. That which is causing you strife and stress over is probably a huge source of energy drain anyway and NOT dealing with it is just going to drain you further as time goes on so, it's kind of like do you expend what little energy you feel you have now in order to get to a point where you're more free and growing or let it sap your battery completely first and wind up worse off than you are?
Just some thoughts, hope it helps
~S4