I'm just down today for no apparent reason. It started that way as soon as I woke up. I'm pissed off. Very angry and
irritable. Got a ton
of stuff done this morning at work. I really seem to be ready
for the big release
at the end of next week...so as far as work goes, not
really under
stress...but still just pissed off and hating pretty
much everything and
everyone.

There is a big difference between being crabby (for a reason) and just feeling like you're trapped in negativity.

I lost my temper with my daughter this morning and yes, I feel bad for doing it, but it's like I don't learn from it and try to be a better person. It's like it's no use to try and be better. It's kinda like the state of the mind is imprisoned or something.

Just ranting...