This is a shout out 4 help!!! I jus cant take this anymore really!!! The feeling of resentment by everybody i come accross cant be jus my imagination dam!!! Im not crazy!!!! Or am i??? I go thru mixed emotions daily not sure if its really me people are looking down on.... And tht makes me sooooooo #### mad it feels like i can explode!!!! But i cant tht brakes me down even more cos i cant act crazy like i did 3 years ago b4 i gt the news of having this dissorder, tht time no1 dared 2 mess with me or they get my foot in their mouth and dem waking up minutes later! I read its commen in womn bt very rare in men.... Why me??? Why cant i ccontrol this??? Why is it controlling me??? Its happening again and it feels like its taking over my life and the more i fite it the worse i get why does people take me 4 a ***??? And they think i dont knw wats going on!!!borderline...mmmmm, u rule my life and u killing me slowly! Hw do i defeat my own mind??? It feels like a loosing batle and the