I was just discharged from intensive hospitalization for depression and anxiety along with suicidal ideation and self harm. Tonight was going well until my two and a half year old had a fit about bath and bed. She screamed and my 8 year old and 10 year old were trying to help, but just made it worse. My husband just sat on the couch and played a game on his tablet. I had a melt down because he didn't offer to help and now everyone is scared of me. I don't feel fit for motherhood or to be a good wife. I still think it would be better if I just lived away and alone. I can't handle this. I learned nothing to help me cope. I don't know what to do. Maybe I should just be locked up inpatient somewhere forever. How do other parents here function and deal with kids without losing it?

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