With the way things are going I feel like my life is like the chorus from the Friends theme song (hasn't been your day, your week, your month or even your year). Yesterday afternoon I started crying off and on for no reason and have not stopped. Today I went into a major panic attack. I just can't do this anymore. I can't pretend to be normal and that everything is all right.

I know what triggered me yesterday, my MIL. I hate the woman and wish she would just die. She makes my life miserable. I feel bad as she is the only living grandparent my son will remember but I just want her gone already!