Thanks everybody! Yeah Supanova, I totally agree with you.

I think that at this point, it's just withdrawl/detoxing. I might be rapid cycling or mixed, but ultimately - I think this is in a class of it's own. Nothing to do but take care of myself day to day, take benadryl when it gets too bad, and just wait for the storm to pass.

Today was a better day though. I fought the sobbing and the sobbing lost.