Oh man I hear ya. My bf left me alone with our 6 month old and my 3 year old for the last two days and today, there was no food in the house. The baby screamed in my face and wouldn't allow anyone else in my family to hold her literally all day long. my 3 year old was super mouthy today and I have to watch her every second somedays cuz it's like she's just looking for trouble.
I asked him several times to bring food, and when he came home with none and what I imagine would be a stupid look on his face if I could see, I lost it. It took all the strenghth inside of me not to scream at the top of my lungs in that moment. I broke down crying in alone.
I am just feeling very overwhelmed with life in general.
You're not alone, hang in there.