Thanks. Yeah, I know this too shall pass. The question is how much worse will it get before I get to the other side and will I stay sane enough to not become impulsive and a danger to myself? Right now I'm not nearly in that place, but I'm on watch. I'm using my support people. I'm cooperating on the med front. Now I need time to be kind to me. This takes time to stabilize and I sometimes don't have enough time before things go south.