Im just sooo confused about everything.Even though Ive been taking my meds for bi-polar,I still get mad alot and it doesnt take alot to get me mad.I started cutting again,and Im feeling soooo depressed lately,that all I want to do is lay down and cry,I feel tired all the time and during the day all I feel like doing is sleeping,but,at night,I cant sleep.Plus I cant eat either.I just dont know whats going on.Plus,everytime I ask my dad to make a doctor's appointment for me,he wont cause he says im faking and im just saying all this for attention.And my dad thinks its my fault that him and my mom split up.He actually said that to me.And he said if I dont stop telling him im feelinhg depressed and telling him im cutting again(and he knows im cutting again)that he's gonna leave and leave me and my brother here by ourselves.I dont know what to do anymore.If I tell my dad what im going through,he'll leave,but,if I don't,im just gonna start feeling worse.I just dont know what I should do.