To everyone else who is struggling at the moment..
up: finished all my assignments already, so i'm just free to study and finish up groupwork. met pdoc and he upped my sleeping medication.. i slept like a baby for the first time in weeks.
down: not feeling good... appetite is totally on vacation, which i am really hating at the moment. also i'm pretty much angry at a certain doctor for looking up my medical records when he isn't my doctor, and he is from another hospital. that's illegal.. and i feel like my privacy is invaded so i'm pretty much affected by that.
still pretty much sui so..

i hate this pain. i hate how i have to hide it so as to function normally in school. i'm really really tired.
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"The is no better exercise for the human heart than reaching and lifting others up." - John Holmes
herethennow: This ward is a prison!
Wardmate: No.. here's not a prison. *points to brain* Here is.
dx: recurrent MDD.