I really hope you find someone in real life to talk to and share your feelings with. I read somewhere that it is much much harder to stop SI on your own. It is possible, but takes a long long time, and chances of quitting SI are much higher if someone else is there. If it had not been for my friend and I finding out about each other's self-harm, I actually would have relapsed that very night after spending 5 months clean. So please please find someone to talk to, I KNOW that it seems impossible. I know, I really do. But it would really help.

More people at your school also SI than you would think. Seriously, I mean this. Do not feel like a loner in this.

- AJ