I have no clue what I am. I'm really all over the place. My moods are totally taking over me, with little warning and by the slightest trigger. I don't know how to think anymore. I'm glued to whatever state of mind I'm in. I think I may need to go back on meds, but I don't want to. I just want to give up, but I can't. I don't know what to do.... I've spent the last two weeks or so wondering when I'm going to end up back in hospital. Life is just too painful.