Thank you all so much! I still feel like absolute crap, and really only have to offer...

But I don't feel like quite such a "horrible person" thanks to your (and some others) kindness and caring.

GROWL at the "voices" who attempt to make us feel even worse GROWL
(nobody on pc )

Thanks for this nonjudgmental space. You guys are pretty special (far too many judgemental arseholes in this world. They make me SICK (nobody on pc )

also I'm more easily "triggered" than usual. My triggers, my stuff. There are a few reasons for that...