my situation is people seem to think I can't really expression emotions which is because of the not talking situation and then anger became present. This is what I think. I can't really say anything for other people because they can think what they want to. but I can't get this is out of my stupid head that this is so much more than anger. I am just agreeing with other people that it is just anger for right now. but what happens if I have a shortened life? I know their exact response after I am dead and gone is, "She brought it upon herself."