And that I can't really do anything that I want to do because these people think that I will haul off and hit other people because of my stupid anger. I really think this moodiness is much more than anger. but anyhow people seem to think they know so much about my body and how I feel that I just seem to want to give up and not try anymore. And then just think to myself...... that I this whole thing would just die and to be dead and gone. and then goes that thinking again what other people will say, "well she brought it upon herself". Perhaps, I could ignore my feelings and listen to other people?