Ive read most of you topics. Your 18, and your life is YOURS now. Get a quick job and make some money so you and your boyfriend can maybe move away...like, FAR away. Start over. Your still young. We are always here to listen to your stories. In fact I WANT to read them. I do care about you. Youll be in my prayers, I promise you that. Love and hugs. Keep your chin up, cuz when your at the very bottom, you can only go up.