I just want to say thank you so much to everyone for the replies. This site has helped me more then i thought it would. Wildfiregirl- seems like were in the same situation (tried just about everything) it gets quite frustrating after awhile and Ive thought about giving up several times now. And I also think u may be right about BPD .. I have been doing some research and I feel like I fit into that category .. I see my pdoc in 2 weeks and Im going to see what she suggests ... Vans- I know for sure I dont want to try latuda again that med was a nightmare! But I do think I need a benzo Ive recently had alot of anxiety