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Old Nov 14, 2013, 01:55 PM
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Wow, thanks so much Healing. That really means so much... the last week has been really terrible for me. It's been triggering, and all of these things just seemed to pile on top of each other - I tried talking to my parents (we have a close relationship), but my dad made me feel unworthy, dirty, and like a slut. I have a few friends where I am, however I've never had close friends where I felt comfortable enough to talk to them about my personal issues (such as this), and I just felt myself slipping away... I'm so glad I'm here at PC, and I have you as my friend Healing, because even after my years of counseling and therapy, this is the first time I want to talk - need to talk - and crave friendship. I'm tired of being so alone.
Awww I feel for you I've had a rough week to. I know what you mean how it seems to pile on top of each other and how it seems like one trigger sets off a chain reaction of hurt. The saying goes "when it rains it pours" rings so true to me all too often. I'm so sorry your dad made you feel that way, I've been in the same situation before, trying to talk to my family about my problems has been hurtful. I can certainly relate to what you are going through right now, I think they just don't have a clue what its like to suffer in such a way. Those things he said about you are so untrue, I hope he didn't directly call you that because those are fighting words. I also know what you mean about how friends can be very unhelpful with issues like this to. Its nice to have some place you can come and vent all these issues off your chest, and get support from people who know what its like I agree 100%.

Thank you for being such a nice person (((falsememory7))) I can also relate on the friendship ordeal. I need friends to, I avoided so much I trapped myself into my own comfort zone for so long I feel like I lost everybody. Feel free to PM me anytime if you want to talk more. I feel like I'm in a better place now and I am willing to help anyway I can. Hope you can feel better soon
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