[QUOTE=czarina1984;3398016]My family sees me as the sane one and that being on disability is just an excuse to be lazy and not have to work. They don't think I'm that bad and that I'm just making something out of nothing. My own mother who is also BP won't talk about it and denys that there is anything wrong with me because I don't get psychotic when manic. If they could only see what goes on inside us....[/QUOT

Agreed, agreed, agreed!!!