Thanks All! Yea maybe I should try trazedone... But pdoc is uptight about letting me back on anything with anti depressant qualities in it. I sure miss my Wellbutrin - that was a good time! So of course I fell asleep right before alarm went off. Stayed awake since got son off to school. Tried to do some work. Tried to figure out how to clean my house. Took half a modifinil/Provigil. First time trying it. Pdoc wrote me for it since I'm not allowed adderall anymore. Nothing amazing as far as results. I'm not alert & focusing like with adderall. But then again I didn't get enough sleep & adderall would be the same. Doesn't work great if you're overly tired or sick - I'm both right now.

I did shower finally. Had to yell at myself to do it. Now I'm sitting here all wet overwhelmed at the thought of brushing my wet hair & finding clean clothes that I still fit into. It's gross, I'm gross, how'd I let it all become this bad mess. So so overwhelmed. No idea how to wrap my head around the messes & find a solution. Didn't make it to my office today, maybe tomorrow will be better? At least I showered? Ugh I am disgusted with myself.
Sorry for the rant, I'm not thinking straight. Sinuses hurt pretty bad.