thank you every one. I cant quite believe this thread, what a lot of trouble you have all taken. And Petunia sent me a lovely birthday card.

I want to explain that I know Ive not been around much. Its not that I dont care about people. I do. In fact ive been beating myself up for not coming here and supporting people. Its just that Im very vulnerable at the moment and ive not been very well. I hope you can all bear with me. I really do care. And I really do appreciate all the good wishes in this thread. Its brought a lump to my throat. I love you guys