Can someone remind me why I am even on medication? You have to decide that.

I've asked T over and over again. What we have decided:
- The mood swings don't go away with medication they just lessen the intensity and frequency.
- I actually don't put that much of a fight up when it comes to food. Which is a "good thing."
- I feel it keeps me out of incarceration whether jail or hospital. I forget this a lot.
- I can not go back on my current regimen if I come off
- I feel (but I forget a lot) it makes me a better parent

For PTSD there is medication
Antibiotics- for Anxiety, Sleep and emotional outbursts
SSRI- Concentration, depression, sleep and Anxiety
Prazosin. adrenaline responses, anxiety, and nightmare release
Anxiety medication