I'm so sorry that you're going through this, Hunter. I wish I could take away your pain... I like the idea of wearing gloves - no matter how it looks, you can primarily do all the same things, and then it'll make it harder for you to unconsciously destroy your fingers. After I started cutting, I didn't keep a razor blade on me, but I always found myself unconsciously hurting myself, and bruising my wrists - so I had to always wear thick sweaters with long sleeves that masked my wrists and made it harder for me to do this. Do you have any gloves? I think it's worth a shot - if you do try it, make sure you let us know how it goes