Hello Emily. I hope things are going okay for you at this time. Emily I am going to be very blunt, and truthful. YOU are spending too much time worring about your boyfriend you need to put your energies into more positive things, you are too young to waste your life worrying and tring to keep a relationship in tact, that your boyfriend is not as interested in as you are it seems. Have you spken with your therapist your therapist can help you get involved in more positive things for your life, than worrying continually about this relationship. Maybe your boyfriend just wants to be friends, maybe you should talk to him about what he thinks is going on in this relationship. Maybe that will help clarify the relationship and you can relax knowing that your boyfriend is OKAY wth just being friends, and you can stop worrying so much about your boyfriend and just be friends. I really hope the best for you but you need to have a life that you deserve without having this much worrying take care good to hear from you again as always Emily Take care Soidhonia