Wow, Jacq10 that's really incredible - 8 months is a long time! a lot of times, we post things up here when we're upset, and really struggling with things, and that's really good. yet sometimes that lets us forget the victories that we've had - and 8 months is such a BIG victory! I've been addicted to SIing, and I know how compelling it can be, and how strong the urges are sometimes, but reading this (and seeing how you handled it) really made me happy, and gave me hope thanks!