Tired mixed-up ball of you-name-it. Barely slept last night. Normally, that doesn't result in tiredness, but then spent all day having the physical sensations of a moderate panic attack. The entire freaking day. Think it wore me out. Generally overwhelmed. Right down to the very basic stuff. Good thing I finally managed to force my sorry carcass to check the oil though. There wasn't any. Doing ok sometimes. Interspersed with massive pangs of various sorts (too complex).
Can't really say depressed or hypo.... just kind of an existential chaos the balance of which is not-at-all encouraging.
Right now, just so very tired.

(This took over an hour and a half to write, if that's any indication. Trying to motivate for a shower. So very much un-. Need to get to bed. Cannot seem to remove self from chair. Uncomfortable chair. WTH.)