Years ago I was very afraid of myself. I was afraid that there was something else trying to take over my body but was never really sure what it was. I was afraid to use knives or scissors for fear that "thing" would take over and stab myself. After many months of medical help I was able to overcome that fear and found that it existed by my creating fear from fear. I know now that there is nothing there but I still from time to time battle with anxiety/depression.
I also found that it helps to know that I am not the only one that had these feelings. Knowing there are others out there somehow made my pain less. You are not alone.......
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