Hello I am sorry to hear tha tyou are having a hard time at this time. Taking medicaiton is a must for some People. I take meds daily and I have just got adjusted to the fact that (IFEEL BETTER, and I AM MORE PRODUCTIVE) on medication. I really like being in more control of my life and emotions and iin order to feel like myself and feel good is to take medicaiton that helps to keep me stable. I am sure you were really concerned about the diagnosis and the OCD but there are medicaiton that can help you so that you feel better and are able to concentrate and be able to do things in life in a more productive manner. I hope the best for you there is a chat today at 2:30 PM and you are welcome to come to chat today. It is with Dr Wylie and he may be able to answer questions you may have concerning your diagnisis. Take care Soidhonia