You're not a disappointment, you're just going through a lot and aren't coping well with things currently. I hope you're able to talk to your therapist about everything, they'll try to help you
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type