up: managed to force feed myself. :/ sigh.
down: i can tick off all the symptoms now. anhedonia is back. appetite is on vacation. sleep has never been fantastic... sui is.. still in my mind and subconsciously i feel like i'm planning one.
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"The is no better exercise for the human heart than reaching and lifting others up." - John Holmes
herethennow: This ward is a prison!
Wardmate: No.. here's not a prison. *points to brain* Here is.
dx: recurrent MDD.