Newtus: I think you should trust your dad because he knows you best. I wish the meds didn't have to effect how you feel physically and could just help releive the things that stress you out so much. Please be careful and come back when you can.

AD: Sorry you feel stressed out so bad. I hope you don't go psychotic and can relax and feel better.

I'm feeling extremelyl overwhelmed, my mind is so shook up.... stuck in this loop until I fix everything.