First thing

You say that you stopped all treatment. What treatment were you doing? Were you in therapy? Medication?

There have been too many times to count that I have stopped taking my medications without my doctor's consent, each time I have spiraled down faster and deeper.

You have to make time for yourself to get better. I know it is hard, I have an 8 year old and a husband. Up until 2 months ago I was working full-time as well. I was leaving for work at 6:30 and finally going to bed at midnight. Little sleep, huge amounts of stress and spiraling depression caused my issues to get to a breaking point. Twelve days in the hospital forced me to get treatment.