hope you are on the continued mend mandyfins
ty for kudos. maybe this wouldn't be such a mountain for others (think molehill) but for us this was the mt. everest of our lives (for now anyway)......and we are grateful to those who really understand how hard, challenging, difficult, scary, etc. all this was/is for us.
ty mandyfins. we have more faith that things can work out more positively than we did before....hard to shake the mindset that goes along with the triggered PTSD ways of thinking. takes years....decades! but dang nabbit we're proof that change can happen with hard work.