Today is not a good day. I feel so empty and dead inside. Like the tears are hiding just behind my eyes.

I just want someone to hug me and make me feel better. But there is no-one that will do that for me. I'm all alone and have to fight through this by myself.

I didn't want to get out of bed today. If I could've just faded away it would've been better then I wouldn't have to sit here living this lie.

I'm so tired of pretending I'm ok. Of fighting so hard just to get through another day. Of being alone all the time. Will I ever meet someone I can love again, or will I be this lonely forever?

I keep hoping everyday that this will be the day things will change. But it stays the same all the time. I'm so tired of being depressed, when will I be happy again?