I can't even wright about what I feel because everything is so hard to begin but they are even harder to finish. My family is allways accusing me of being selfish and never help any of them when they ask. I try, but I keep telling myself: how can I help them, how can I make things for them, when I can't get any energy to help me and do the things I want to do.
Please, I have been writing because I realy need someone to "listen" to it. Don't ignore me.