I'm on the same road as you…just a slightly younger version I suppose. But someday I'm not going to be able to pretend I'm not bitter anymore. I mean, I'll admit to it now, that must be why I'm rejected. Because I make the mistake of being honest and not telling them the lies they want to hear. And no matter how genuinely nice I am and how pretty I look, I'm just ignored. I guess I should just go back to being an ugly ****** like I used to be. It's not like becoming a better person means anything anymore.