I'm finally feeling a little different, not tearful; obsessive intrusive thoughts arent as bad, still have the topic though; I've been able to be involved today in my son's wedding plans this afternoon. I still took a nap but it was only for an hour and a half and is partly a new med side effect, not the need to 'shut down' like before. Now if my ear starts improving maybe by Monday I will see a bigger difference. Thats when I see my T again.